Monday 9/29/2014 4:49 AM
Over the weekend a disgruntled worker who had just been
fired from his job returned to his place of employment and attacked two women,
stabbing them both and beheading one of them. It is difficult for me to
understand how one can reach that point of rage where one resorts to that level
of violence but it seems to be happening with increasing frequency of late.
My devotional theme for the week is “Beyond Forgiveness.” If
I were the husband, father or son of the beheaded woman it would take something
way beyond forgiveness to deal with the anger I would have toward the
perpetrator. My psalm for the week is Psalm 141 and verse 4 seems fitting, “Do
not let my heart be drawn to what is evil so that I take part in wicked deeds
along with those who are evildoers; do not let me eat of their delicacies.” It
is one thing to pray this prayer but it is another thing to live it out. Faced
with the horror of this situation it would be natural to retaliate, to seek
vengeance for the woman who was murdered. But vengeance is a delicacy that
never satisfies. It always wants more. Verse 8 records David’s prayer to help
him deal with his desire for vengeance. “But my eyes are fixed on you,
Sovereign Lord; in you I take refuge – do not give me over to death.” Rather
than focusing on the injustices he encounters he focuses on God, trusting God
to curb his appetite for vengeance.
In his book The
Manhood of the Master, Harry Emerson Fosdick writes, “Only by a stronger
passion can evil passions be expelled, and … a soul unoccupied by a positive
devotion is sure to be occupied by spiritual demons.” Like David, if I want to
be delivered from the evil that so easily entices I need to increase my passion
for God and fix my eyes upon him and upon his word.
Lately I have spent less and less time reflecting on God’s
love, his word and his will for my life. The result of spending less time with
God and his word are feelings of indifference toward God, disenchantment with
the world and apathy toward others, all things that are contrary to God’s will
for me and for the Christian community at large. Lord, help me to keep my eyes
fixed on you so I do not succumb to the indifference and disenchantment that is
contrary to your will.
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